i am so pissed off...but i don't act pissed off wen i'm pissed off cuz i don't...i just stay calm and i don't express my feelings cuz if they know i'm angry, they'll keep doin that stuff that pisses me off.....that's the same with johnathan...that *** ** * *****  . its so late in the night...im under so much pressure...and stress...and i feel like shooting myself. i'm now skipping all my meals and i don't know wat to do. ahhhh...tomorrow there's a test......there are shadows under my eyes and i have my mental problems unlike everyone else...i'm goin crazy!!! if only someone was feeling this pressure......i'll tell u what happened....but only wen u ask me to tell u... oh ok i'll post it up. u know i take the bus? i stopped at a different stop. my enemy...as u all know..yes...i think u all know..but still...i hope u all no.....i have a friend that goes with me to the bus. she came with me on a different stop:
my enemy: *throws snowballs at us (or was only aimin at me)*
my friend: *starts to curse at them and yell and scream and stuff*
enemy & his friend: *follows us*
my friend: STALKERS! U LIKE US! U STALKERS!
me: *bottles up anger*
me: *goes home and tells mom and mom calls my enemy on the phone and lectures him*
me: yaaay! but i'm still pissed....
and now, my limbs are weak because of stress, pressure, and the fact that i don't eat anythin...they sometimes shiver because it hurts....mentally & physically...
just shoot me.....
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